Mason was just beginning to know who he was, just starting and had a long way to go. Someone who was much larger, much stronger and should have known better shook him enough to cause damage to his brain. He had no defense and could make no sense of it. To the person I believe did this...I put this on you. You will never know peace, you will always feel like someone is watching you. You will become afraid and never know why. You will find yourself whimpering for no apparent reason. You will hear Mason's baby laugh and his crying in your dreams and throughout the rest of your life. You will be haunted by what you did to this very young life for as long as you live. This will happen even if Mason is able to survive. You will be afraid to be in the same room that he is in. If you were not responsible, then the above is null and void, ONLY if you were not responsible.
Oh yes, any time you think of abusing a woman or putting her in a position where you can abuse her and make her believe it is all her fault; every time you don't allow her to be with her male friends; every time you try to make sure she can no longer be with her friends and family; every time you flirt in front of her, make dates in front of her or do anything that makes her feel inferior...you will feel eyes watching you, the hair on the back of your neck will raise, you will begin to have doubts about yourself and your sanity.
There is nothing I would like more than to be able to tie you up in a tree by your thumbs, attach a string to your large toes and put stakes in the ground so as to stretch your body beyond any pain you could possibly survive. THAT is what I would like to do, but I can't. So, you are going to live with what I put on you in the first paragraph. You are the scum of the earth, you don't deserve to live. You...there are no words for you.
What I put on you will never be taken away.
