Monday, August 24, 2020

Sick of all the BS

 I'm tired of constantly being bombarded with how wonderful our "leader" is and how much he has accomplished.  It's all BS.  I just saw one where he is supposed to have lowered insulin to $35!  That is real bull shit, he is for corporations making as much money as possible, he's still a CEO even though the Constitution says as President he can't do that...hell, all of his family are still running businesses.

Monday, August 10, 2020

 Yesterday was a very hard day, thank goodness I had a client the first part of the day.  After I got home I tried to relax without any success so I went to the covered balcony on the third floor, brought my legs up to my chest as close as I could get them and slowly tears came out of my eyes; my neck and back tensed up; my mind went absolutely crazy and for a few minutes longer than I would ever wish for, I strongly contemplated different sorts of suicide.  What's wrong?  You name it.  The one that looms large for me is the current Government we have and how stupid people are getting...no I'm not all that smart myself...but...Anyway, I began to look for things to concentrate on to get me out of this hole and there was absolutely nothing I could grab hold of.  I thought of calling me eldest and then remembered he had far too much on his plate; then I texted my daughter and asked her to call (she didn't, she's enjoying her motorcycle, lucky girl); finally I left a message for Jake to call when he could and sure enough 15 minutes later he called.  The kid doesn't know how much of a lifesaver he is.  He told me of the mess he is in with the people he trusted and how much he is thinking of walking from Alamosa to Longmont...I talked him out of this...told me about his room (which isn't), how his "friend" is planning on "big" things as far as a restaurant and the this same "friend" is beginning to believe that COVID 19 is just a rumor.  He is disgusted, and loosing hope.  We made an agreement that he would call and vent, I would vent right along with him and that eventually we would get things worked out for the best.

Anyway, After that I felt better, all fired up and all that stuff.  It got me out of my depression.  Today, I am dizzy, my neck and shoulders hurt and I'm fed up with the government just like always.  Trump is taking over the country in ways people don't realize...I know, even to me it sounds like a conspiracy theory except it isn't.  I've looked up what can and can't be done to Social Security and the Post Office and sure enough he can do as he damn well pleases.

Anyone know a very good law firm that would be willing to take on Trump and his cronies for me?