While watching Koolulam on You Tube I realized I have lived more than most people. There was a verse about all my broken bones (no I don't have any) and I have lived a life...yes I have. It may not have been the life I expected and at the time it seemed very mundane...but looking back I realize I have done more than the majority of people in the world. No, I didn't get to travel where I wanted, I didn't get to protest when I wanted to as loudly as I wanted, I didn't get to help people who were down and out...no I didn't get to do any of these but I definitely lived!
I overcame fear that had been installed in me at a young age. I found that I wasn't stubborn, however, I was persistent and I am proud of that. I opened my mind and learned oh so much, and I learned I need to open it even more so I can fully take in all that is in this world and the Universe. I found that my fear of those that are different was really stupid. I found that the prejudice I had toward others who believed different than me, who looked different than me...it was a waste of time. I found that a broken trust, a broken heart did not break me but made me stronger.
Am I where I want to be...hell no! I have so much further to go. Am I bragging? Maybe but not to put others down, only to remind myself how far I've come and how far I have yet to go.
It definitely is a good day to live!
It's Been a While...
11 years ago
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