Current conditions

 I have what I am now calling "Trump virus".  To deal with it requires one or two cocktails at least once a day, if possible outside in the sun.  

I'm having a very hard time trying to figure out why BLM protesters are treated so terribly, some in prison for who knows how long and White Supremist and Neo-Nazi still roam the streets carrying guns and smashing everything in site.  What our "leader" does by inciting these groups treasonous, and yet no one declares it as treason instead just saying "inciting people".  Inciting is bad enough but what he has done in the four years of his Presidency is nothing but pure TREASON!  The Congresswoman from Rifle, CO is another example of someone who needs to be put away as she demands to be allowed to carry her gun into the Congressional building and use her phone to text while the building was under siege!  Am I the only one who sees it this way?

My mind used to give me a break by taking a small trip to Mars, it no longer goes there for fear Trump has decided it is his to have forever.  The trips to outer space will take longer for my mind because now it has to go to Pluto.  I find myself unwilling to do anything.  I want to cry but can't.  My mind goes in a billion different directions while I try to act normal and do the usual day-to-day things.  Everything looks well on the outside but inside I'm feeling like I am melting away.  There are things to do for this and I am looking into all of them.  When I first moved into my new apartment everyone thought I did Yoga because I sat on the floor or ground and could get up and down easily...well now I am taking up yoga to calm me down and get my mind, spirit and body working together...at least they tell me it will work this way.  I know it will take some time but I really need this along with walking and petting my neighbors dog.

One of my neighbors told me one time when we were questioning where the "golden years" were that we are in the "silver years" because everything is silver here, there and everywhere but no gold in site.  You have to laugh because if you don't you will go insane.

We have a battle going on in the U. S. and that battle is remembering what Democracy is and WHAT it is.  It appears no one really knows.  People of all colors, religious beliefs or thoughts should be welcome and safe.  Because of our "leader", Asians are bullied and tormented just because they are Asian much the same as Blacks, Hispanic, Native Americans and anyone who is not a Christian.  Again, nothing about this nation is Christian...not even those who proclaim to be Christian.  This country was founded for freedom of religion and all peoples-I know the founding fathers didn't necessarily mean slaves or women but things change and now it DOES include slaves of all colors and women!